Literature
My black dog...
I'm constantly restrained, in how I think and what I say.
So what? This isn't new...
It's this, unexplained feeling, that leaves me staring at the ceiling...
With my head in my hands, and it makes me a monster I cannot stand.
When I finally have my say, the words fall out, and I trip, strained.
After I get up off the floor, I then think about it some more...
What I've just done or said, and what I would have like to have done instead.
Thinking like this has left me helpless, and over the last few years I've become less, of who I was and what I did... but now I just feel like a I'm little kid.
Lost in the ways of the world, but not its